Suffocating Lyrics by Dax is latest English song with music also given by Raspo. Suffocating song lyrics are written by Dax.
Suffocating Song Detail
| Song Name: | Suffocating |
| Singer: | Dax |
| Composer: | Raspo |
| Lyrics by: | Dax |
Suffocating Lyrics
Huhh
I am tired, man
Sometimes I just sit in my room
And I just hold my breath
And let all the pressure
And anxiety build up
And just let the time pass by
At first, I could not breathe
Now I am suffocatin’ (suffocatin’)
Maybe the pressure from the fame is not worth
What I am chasing (I don’t know)
I used too say god’s playing
Now the devil’s on my team acting foul
And it’s all flagrant (huhh)
Tryna push me off the path that
I am steady paving
Sin is the currency and every day
I am making payments (every day)
I don’t wanna live in it
But I heard a saying
Good knows evil ‘cuz the houses are both adjacent
I don’t know if I should go for thesе goals
I have seen people gain thе world but lose they souls
My anxiety is buildin’ as the weight of it grows
I seclude myself in privacy inside my home
And I barely answer calls, and when I see my phone
I am reminded that the real feeling of being alone
Is having millions who love you but can leave you
Or say that they hate you at the moment
They don’t f^^k with a song
I used too laugh it off
Now I hold my breath & suffocate (that’s what I do)
Then I sit and wait just too see
If I can kill the hate (I can kill)
And as I am fleetin’ I see god at the heaven’s gates
Then come back down too fight another day
Then I grab that same phone & smile and wave
And pour my empty heart into a song that they won’t praise
They say patience is the key but they didn’t tell me
While I wait, I’d be locked inside a steel cage
Something’s wrong, I feel claustrophobic (claustrophobic)
I am stuck living in the past
And not the moment (the moment)
Or the future where my life is only more broken
Cause those wounds from the past are still open
I take sips of love & every single time it’s poison
I see women who can’t see past my employment
Or see me as enjoyment so I can’t enjoy it
‘cuz the ride’s temporary
And they leave once they crash & destroy it
I don’t think this life is healthy
Why didn’t anybody tell me?
Everybody’d want help but nobody’d wanna help me
I am an atm, a therapist and everybody’s friendly
And they hide their real intentions
But my mind won’t let me
If I make a sad song, don’t ask me if I am happy
F^^k a hook, my pain is not catchy
If you relate, or worse, feel badly
F^^king pity me at least, and check in if you at me
That’s the only way I will know who it touches
That’s why I stay awake and answer dms by the hundreds
So I don’t lose myself & fill my stomach
With the feeling that I am here
Just too suffocate for nothing
If you know real pain then you see it
When you look me in my eyes (f^^king pain)
I try too hide it, but they do not lie
I wanna sleep, but if I try
The demons who creep in my dreams will collide
So I stay up & I stare at the ceiling
And ask myself if I should even share these feelings
Then I hear a voice in the distance from a ghost-like image
Saying my pain could be somebody’s healin’
So I close my eyes and drift too the place
That inspires these lyrics
And as I see flames & I scream
I pray it’s a place you will never have too visit